Prince Harry is pulling again the curtain on the main points of his adolescence.

In his upcoming memoir, Spare, the Duke of Sussex recalled utilizing cocaine at 17 years previous, sharing that he was provided the drug throughout a “looking weekend.”

“After all I had been taking cocaine at the moment,” Harry wrote, based on the Spanish language model of Harry’s upcoming e-book obtained by NBC Information. “At somebody’s home, throughout a looking weekend, I used to be provided a line, and since then I had consumed some extra.”

However because the royal, now 38, recalled, his expertise was not all that nice.

“It wasn’t very enjoyable, and it did not make me really feel particularly glad as appeared to occur to others,” he wrote. “Nevertheless it did make me really feel totally different, and that was my primary goal. To really feel. To be totally different.”

As Harry—who’s the youngest son of King Charles III and the late Princess Diana—defined, his goal on the time was to defy the norm.