Lindsie Chrisley is navigating a troublesome change this vacation season.

The Chrisley Is aware of Greatest alum, who shares 10-year-old Jackson with ex-husband Will Campbell, penned a candid message on celebrating Christmas with out her son this 12 months.

“As I’ve tried my greatest to emotionally put together for this, I am an enormous believer nothing can put together you for waking up on Christmas morning with out your little one,” Lindsie wrote to Instagram Dec. 22. “We have skilled lots of change, a ton of heartache, bittersweet moments, and a few candy ones.”

Lindsie paired her phrases with a number of pictures of herself and Jackson in cozy apparel, together with footage of Christmas ornaments on a tree.

“These little ornaments that y’all see on this video imply nothing to you, however splitting particular issues like this by way of my divorce was devastating to me,” she continued. “Accumulating ornaments from journeys we took as a household and particular issues Jackson made us are treasures I am going to maintain on to eternally.”