Lamar Odom is getting brutally trustworthy about his marriage to Khloe Kardashian. 

Within the trailer for TMZ PRESENTS: Lamar Odom: Intercourse, Medicine & Kardashians, premiering Jan. 2 on Fox, the previous NBA star will get candid about his drug use throughout his time with Khloe.

“Medicine was my girlfriend,” Lamar tells host Harvey Levin. “I had a spouse…and cocaine.”

When Harvey asks Lamar if Khloe knew he was utilizing medicine all through their tumultuous relationship, he solutions bluntly, “For a part of our marriage. I needed to inform her. We won’t disguise that without end.”

Lamar is requested about Khloe’s assist throughout his darkest instances, even after they break up, which he acknowledges.

“Yeah, she did,” Lamar says earlier than placing his head in his palms. “I imply, behind the scenes I put her by means of some s–t. The issues that y’all suppose y’all know is loopy. However the tales that y’all do not know is basically loopy.”