Amid all of Jen Shah‘s ongoing authorized troubles, her largest fear is for her household.

The Actual Housewives of Salt Lake Metropolis star received emotional over fears about how the wire fraud and cash laundering fees towards her are affecting her husband Sharrieff Shah and son Omar, 16, on the Jan. 4 episode of the hit Bravo collection.

Throughout a digital assembly together with her therapist, Jen admitted to being confused forward of her federal trial in a scene filmed earlier than she modified her plea from harmless to responsible in July 2022.

“I really feel like I am not in management,” Jen, who shall be sentenced on Jan. 6 and faces a most of 30 years in jail, shared. “I am at an excellent deeper and darker place and I am coping with one other stage of melancholy—every day anxiousness—that’s paralyzing.”

With Jen’s future up within the air, her therapist steered she begin establishing help buildings inside her household within the occasion her case leads to jail time.

“I am apprehensive as a mother, like, have I performed one thing the place it is affected Omar?” Jen admitted. “Mainly, did I f–k my youngsters up?”