With regards to Sugar and Spice, not every thing is sweet. 

In an unique sneak peek of Jan. 27’s RuPaul’s Drag Race, Spice is left reeling after eliminating her twin Sugar in final week’s head-to-head lip sync battle.

“It is simply so unhappy,” Spice says in confessional. “I am not going to have her anymore. It sounds so dramatic, however our drag means a lot to us. That is such a particular bond we now have collectively. I simply wish to give her a giant hug and for her to inform me it may be OK.”

As the primary set of competing twins in Drag Race franchise historical past, Sugar and Spice have already left their mark—and Spice vows to hold on in Sugar’s absence.

“I do know she actually desires me to do that for her,” she says. “I do know that is going to be a problem for me, however I owe this to myself to do it not just for myself, however for her, too. She’s going to maintain me going behind my thoughts.”